She slept most of the day, and
neither soldier bothered her until they stopped to camp for the night. Pittar
shook her awake. She climbed out of the wagon, and he bound her to a tree. She
sat in the dirt, and shivered. The donkey was tied to the same tree. She
couldn’t help feeling grateful for his presence, small comfort though it was.
Moss was a stupid, stubborn animal, but he was familiar. He didn’t hate her.
She
watched them start a fire, arguing a little as they did so. It was of no
consequence. They pulled tin plates out of their bags along with dried meat and
biscuits. Her mouth watered. She couldn’t remember the last time she had meat,
or anything close to bread. But they ignored her, so she tried to ignore them. The
fire was too far away for her to feel the warmth, so she leaned against the
rough trunk of the tree, rubbing her arms. She dozed off and on as they ate and
talked, but became more alert when the timber of their voices changed. “We
ought to give her something, Sergeant,” Pittar was saying. “They won’t take her
if she’s starved.”
“You’re
right. Throw her your crusts.”
Moments
later, two half chewed bread crusts landed in the dirt next to her. She was
starving, but she didn’t want to look too eager. She picked up a crust, stared
angrily at Pittar. He looked away, and the Sergeant laughed. “It’s all you’ll
get, girl.”
She
ate both crusts, wincing at the taste of Pittar’s saliva. They left her mouth
uncomfortably dry.
“Um,
excuse me.” Talking risked punishment. The older soldier glared at her, but he
seemed willing to hear her. “Might I have some water?” The older man nodded at
Pittar, who filled a tin cup from his canteen and walked it over to her. She
swigged it down. “Thank you.” Pittar walked back to the fire and they ignored
her for the rest of the evening. It wasn’t long before they were snoring under
their blankets. The fact that they were sleeping filled her with a sense of relief.
She had heard the terrible things soldiers did to the female slaves they
acquired.
Moss
had lain down in the dirt, so she huddled next to him, but even his body wasn’t
enough to warm the chill that seemed to penetrate her bones. She folded her hands
inside of her dress—her only dress, now, she realized—and tried to relax. She
tried to determine how far they had traveled, and in what direction. She had
never traveled very far past her village, which didn’t even have a name it was
so insignificant, so landmarks meant little to her. From where the sun had
dipped below the trees, she figured they had traveled a few miles west of her
village. Where they were ultimately headed she could only guess.
All
she knew about the world outside her village was what directly affected her,
and what she had gleaned from market day gossip. Her fellow villagers were
themselves poor, barely educated, and many, like Azya, were illiterate. But
they knew some things. Everyone knew that the Emperor was cruel, selfish, and
kept his kingdom under a tight rule. Everyone knew he wasted enormous amounts
of coin on lavish feasts and his harem of a rumored hundreds of women. Everyone
knew the children this produced required an ever-expanding palace that cost
even more coin. The villagers’ favorite pastime, especially in the frigid
winter months when food was scarce and everyone was hovering just near the edge
of starvation, was discussing how warm and grand the palace must be, and the taste
of the food that was consumed at those feasts.
Of
course, a palace that enormous required countless slaves, free labor since the
Emperor couldn’t possibly afford to pay everyone. Azya knew only the most
beautiful women were added to the harem and she had already been eliminated for
that fate. If it was to the palace she was headed, she could be mucking out
horse stalls for all she knew.
Azya
felt her eyes grow heavy. She folded into herself and tried to surrender to
weariness. She was just at the edge of sleep when she heard something near her.
Thinking it was just Moss, she opened her eyes and jumped back. It was the
Sergeant. He was on his hands and knees in the ground next to her, and he
covered her mouth with his dirty hand just as she cried out.
“Don’t
make a sound, girl. It’ll be over before you know it.”
She
squirmed away from him and tried to scream but his hand over her nose made it
hard to take in a breath. Pittar didn’t stir. He either slept soundly or
purposefully ignored the struggle. She bit the Sergeant’s hand and he jumped
back with a cry. Her bound hands made it impossible for her to get away, and he
overpowered her once again.
“Make
me angry and it won’t go well for you, girl. Let this happen, and I’ll sell you
to someone decent.” Azya felt his arms push her dress up. With strength she
didn’t know she possessed she kicked him hard in the stomach, knocking the wind
out of him. Her blood pounded through her veins, hot with fear and anger.
Recovering, and with an angry growl, the Sergeant lunged at her again. Suddenly
Azya felt hot and ill, as if a sudden fever overtook her. In the next moment,
in a flash of light, he fell backwards to the dirt as if he hit a brick wall
that stood between them. He didn’t stir. But Pittar did. Her suspicions were
right. He was not asleep. He rushed over and knelt beside his commander and
looked at her with white-faced shock. “He’s dead. You…you’ve killed him.”
“What?”
The word came out in breath. The fever had left as quickly as it came, replaced
with a cold sweat that made her shiver in the freezing air. Pittar was staring
at her, fear in his eyes.
“How
did…how did you…”
“I
didn’t!” The words came out in a stammer. Her breaths came in fast succession
and she scrambled backward as close to the tree as she could get. “I don’t know
what happened. I didn’t do anything. He was attacking me, then, he just…fell. I
don’t know!”
Pittar
stared at her. He looked at the Sergeant, then back at her.
“Do
you have weapons?”
“No!
You searched me, you know I don’t!”
“Did
you use his?”
Azya
shook her head, and nodded towards the body. The dead man’s sword was still in
its sheath. “And there’s no blood. Honest! I did nothing!” But she knew she
did. But how?
Pittar
stared at her. He looked back, thin lipped, at his commander. With no words, he
brought over his commander’s blanket and threw it over his head. When he looked
at Azya, his face was gray and mottled green. His chin shook. He pointed a
skinny finger at her. “We leave at first light. You try anything on me, I kill
you. Got it?” She nodded, and tears broke from her eyes. “And if I get in
trouble, I blame you.” He walked back to the dying fire and sat huddled under
his blanket, his eyes narrowed and fixed on her. Azya shifted so that her back
was to his gaze, and her shoulders shook with sobs. What had she done?
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